Let Me See Revisted

Lord, let me see what I need to see when I need to see it.  I’m the kind of person that will just shut down if I see too much or get too much advise.  In the middle of my husband’s addiction I was afraid to see what I knew was the truth.  Denial seemed like a much better option at the time, but I couldn’t hide from it forever.  God allowed me to face that my husband was in trouble and our finances were going down in flames.  He also allowed me to see that I was in desperate need of healing myself both emotionally and physically.  But these insights came over time when I was ready.  He will not put on us more than we are able to bear.  Sometimes the truths God showed me “cut like a knife”.  Until I accepted them as reality, though, I could not move forward.  I am learning everyday to trust Him to show me what I need to see for that moment.  I’m learning to not get ahead of Him so I don’t go into shut down mode and become paralyzed.  He will be faithful to lead me if I follow and put my complete trust in Him every minute.  That’s a promise!  One I can count on.  One that will never fail!  Many things in my life I trusted in couldn’t be counted on. What an incredible relief to know, He will always be faithful!  We have done a refreshed version of this song.  I hope you enjoy it.

 

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