Lord, let me see what I need to see when I need to see it. I’m the kind of person that will just shut down if I see too much or get too much advise. In the middle of my husband’s addiction I was afraid to see what I knew was the truth. Denial seemed like a much better option at the time, but I couldn’t hide from it forever. God allowed me to face that my husband was in trouble and our finances were going down in flames. He also allowed me to see that I was in desperate need of healing myself both emotionally and physically. But these insights came over time when I was ready. He will not put on us more than we are able to bear. Sometimes the truths God showed me “cut like a knife”. Until I accepted them as reality, though, I could not move forward. I am learning everyday to trust Him to show me what I need to see for that moment. I’m learning to not get ahead of Him so I don’t go into shut down mode and become paralyzed. He will be faithful to lead me if I follow and put my complete trust in Him every minute. That’s a promise! One I can count on. One that will never fail! Many things in my life I trusted in couldn’t be counted on. What an incredible relief to know, He will always be faithful! We have done a refreshed version of this song. I hope you enjoy it.